Doubting

So I am seeing that there is much more the this bloggin than meets the eye. I am kinda digging it!! So I have not sent the letter yet I was really feeling yuck this weekend about it. I know that it is the right thing to do but I know that once I send this letter that will be the end of it. So I was praying that God would just give me another sign that this was really His will and not just me being scared. So I called my friend Carla this morning. You may remember me talking about her before she was the one that brought me to my relationship with Christ. Anyway, she is really hard to get a hold of and this morning I got a hold of her. I have not talked to her in about month and there she was. It was so nice to hear her voice I just needed a little reasurence you know. So I gave her the full story and she confirmed what I need to hear. She said " Margie as badly so you want a baby for you to hear that this is not your child has to be God" I just needed to hear it again. She said that she would continue to pray but that is what she felt when I told her. So I am going to mail the letter tomorrow. I have to let this go, besides I am borning myseld with talking and thinking about this so much. I want to move on! So I will!!