Busted!!

OK so as you can see I did not blog yesterday about what I ate.....why? Because I cheated! You see this is how is always goes for me. I do OK for a couple days and then I bomb!! I hate it when I do it and I just wish that I could eighter love myself enough to stop cheating or love myself enough to stop thinking about it all the time and just accept myself for who I am today. I guess I just know deep down that I can be better, but how do I get there? I hate feeling like this. It is back and forth back and forth all the time and it makes me feel helpless.